Monday, March 28, 2011

Secrets of a Lady by Tracy Grant

Time Period and Setting: November 1819. Regency London.

Hero and Heroine: Charles Fraser, 32, Member of Parliament, former spy, bookish intellectual, never a rake. Melanie Lescault Fraser, his wife (I love that they are already married!), 26, bookish intellectual, former French spy, former whore and former actress.

Brief Summary: In their search for their abducted six year old, Melanie is forced to reveal to Charles that she was a French spy when she married him and for the first three years of their marriage. The suspense is whether they retrieve their son and whether Charles can forgive Melanie. They do and he does, for the best of reasons (not just because he loves her.)

Poignant Moments:


1. Charles and Melanie are in a carriage trying to track down the means to retrieve their abducted six year old son. Melanie has just revealed to Charles that she was a French spy when he married her and for the first four years of their marriage.

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"Darling-"
His hand jerked, wrenching the strap from the carriage wall. "You bloody bitch, don't you dare try to make excuses for yourself."
She sucked in her breath. "What could I possibly say that would excuse what I did?"
"Nothing." And yet even as he spoke, he knew that a part of him would clutch at any excuse she offered, as a drowning man clutches the flimsiest shard of timber. Christ, he was a fool.
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2. Oh, there are so many, I'd be copying half the book.

Review:

I first read my library's copy of this book under its original title: Daughter of the Game. At least, I tried to read it. The book has a slow, quiet beginning and I almost immediately began skipping and dipping, as I am wont to do. I ran across the poignant moment quoted above and began to cringe. A few more dips into conversation moments between Charles and Melanie and I gave up. Without the context, Charles seemed like that typical alpha-jerk romance hero - cold, mean, and hypocritical. I figured he was going to be redeemed by love at the end and I didn't care. I returned the book to the library and walked away.

Whatever brought me back to try again, I'm very glad that I did. Charles is practically the anti-thesis of what I'd originally thought. He spends most of the book struggling with his conflicting feelings - his love for Melanie, his anger at her betrayal of his trust and belief in her, his shame that, because of Melanie's spying, he has inadvertently betrayed friends and country, his growing recognition that his reasons for marrying her were not the best either. He has to find a way to come to terms with all these emotions or lose the wife and family that mean everything to him.

On the surface, this is a suspense driven romance as the couple race to find the item that the abductor seeks in exchange for their son. As they do, the secrets of their past before they met and when they met are revealed. We see Melanie's guilt, her acceptance that she has lost Charles and her worries that she may lose her children even if they find their son. But this is really Charles' book. It's Charles' world that is turned upside down and he who has to change in order for there to be an HEA.

He wants to find a way to forgive and does better than that, he finds a way to accept. He comes to accept that she did what she had to do, what she wanted to do, what she could only have done and remain true to herself and her beliefs. Forgiveness would mean that he was right and she was wrong, acceptance means that she was also right. Here's the critical statement:

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"Look, my darling, I realized I've been looking at this the wrong way round."
"How?"
"I've been thinking of you as my wife."
"I am your wife, Charles. That's the point."
"But you aren't just my wife.".."You had your own loyalties, your own code before you met me."
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Sigh, that puts Charles right up there at the top of my romance heroes list. It's not lust or emotional needing or love. He doesn't "let" her write, or give speeches, or raise orphans or whatever independent activity most Regency romance heroines are saddled with in their HEAs. He just accepts her as who she is, no matter what difficulties it created or will create for him and their marriage.

Ms. Grant writes beautifully, her research is impeccable, and she tells the story through sight, sound, thought and action. The suspense over finding Colin their son will keep even non-romance readers up late at night. I've read and re-read this book many times. I love Charles Fraser as much as I love Lord Peter Wimsey and my romance reading has turned into a continual search for another hero as wonderful as he is.

Introduction and Spoilers

These are going to be reviews of romance novels that I've read and re-read. I re-read because there was something there I liked. This blog is to tease out and share what that was.

But beware...there will always be spoilers ahead!